Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Friday, June 12, 2009
When reality comes crashing!!!!!
There always comes a time when life comes to a standstill..... You feel like you are sucked into a void where there is only darkness and despair. Presently I am going throught that phase of my life though the only difference is that this phase is just getting streched.....without any ending. I am asked to wait and have patience and also told that in the end evertything in the end will turn out good but then why is this waiting period not getting over???
When am I going to start getting what I want???? Stagnant phase makes man anxious and fretful and truthfully i am dead scared because of this stagnancy. Loosing hope like sand from my hands. This feeling of uselessness is getting over me, sometimes I fear that I might just loose my sanity. The only hope I am banking on is God....but i think he is really angry with me and intend upon punishing me for more time. Time has embedded one thing strongly into my mind that God exists somewhere and gives help when truly needed, he also teaches us through time. So...even i am hoping that he takes pity over me and comes to my resque.
P.S.: Writting this because i couldnt tell anyone and was tired of talking to myself.
When am I going to start getting what I want???? Stagnant phase makes man anxious and fretful and truthfully i am dead scared because of this stagnancy. Loosing hope like sand from my hands. This feeling of uselessness is getting over me, sometimes I fear that I might just loose my sanity. The only hope I am banking on is God....but i think he is really angry with me and intend upon punishing me for more time. Time has embedded one thing strongly into my mind that God exists somewhere and gives help when truly needed, he also teaches us through time. So...even i am hoping that he takes pity over me and comes to my resque.
P.S.: Writting this because i couldnt tell anyone and was tired of talking to myself.
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